i'm not ok

Funny how us Arabs are programmed to answer "El 7amdulillah", "Tamam", "Kwayyes", "Mnee7" when asked how we are doing. I'm not ok, I'm actually very sad.
As I write this, my hard disk is being regenerated. It failed me a couple of days ago, which led to my laptop not functioning.
I'm all over the place, I don't know if I sound by any way coherent. Anyway, yeah, Hard Disk failure which led to me losing all my artworks, files and photos that carry SO many memories.
Got an art school to apply to it and no portfolio, a dissertation in 10 days and no work spirit at all. Please don't suggest how could it get any worse, because I already done all the scenarios in my head.
hm, sad
As I write this, my hard disk is being regenerated. It failed me a couple of days ago, which led to my laptop not functioning.
I'm all over the place, I don't know if I sound by any way coherent. Anyway, yeah, Hard Disk failure which led to me losing all my artworks, files and photos that carry SO many memories.
Got an art school to apply to it and no portfolio, a dissertation in 10 days and no work spirit at all. Please don't suggest how could it get any worse, because I already done all the scenarios in my head.
hm, sad
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I think the reason why people answer every thing this way is because we know that others are asking us out of courtesy and social greeting, nothing more, nothing less, and they don't wanna really know (or don't even care) about our personal issues... ya3ne bned7ak 3ala ba3ad :)
salamat on your HDD!
You know, when I am asked that Q, I usually give a %.. like "68%". LOOOL
Here, its always "yeah, I'm okay/alright" even if its often not the case.
Sad to hear that, i hope things turn out to be ok.
For the future, consider using a "virtual online operating system" like "G.ho.st". They allow you to have an "desktop", files, and settings all saved online ... and best of all .. i think it is also a Palestinian company !! (But all the hosting is done globally ofcourse)
http://g.ho.st
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